Insecurity and Paranoia Support Group
I wish there was a support group for insecure and paranoid people like me...i admit its a disease....there are support group for alcoholics, drug addicts, suicide survivors and sexually abused....wat makes us insecure and paranoid poeple different that we dont deserve a support group or a sponsor who would remind us "dont be insecure"...
Insecurity is a diesease which not only affects me but all the people around me...maybe its jus looking at any shiny surface to see if ur hair which u dont really like is okkk or feeling paranoid that ur gf has finally seen u thru and will leave u keeps us in constant fear........btu wat really causes us to be insecure...is it the absence of success or the asdultation of people which usually fills everyone pride to the brim and makes them secure...
I have been insecure since birth...then overdemanding parents and a discouraging education system hardly did anything for a releif ...when i was a kid and i was taken out wearing those black shorts and those really aante diluvian leathers "chotis" i felt ok walking around the gairahat reagion taking a rickshaw home back from ooposite camparis.....but first time i felt a pang of insecurity was when my parents took me to scoop on a nice saturday afternoon wearing those clothes in a midst of quite a smartly dressed early 90s crowd....
True as a kid....i was given tintins to read and watch as much cartoons as i want but unlike the fancy kids in my class , i had not heard of scorpions or pink floyd ...i didnt read noddy when i was kid and no one really told me to read wodehouse or maugham later....when it is later when people say "oh u have not rtead this that..heard this that/..." i even wonder how one chap from my class actually knew the name of the movie "maltese falcon" in class 9 when all we knew was rambo and terminator and maybe some where eagles dare......maybe all these contributed to my insecuritys when the fancy chaps in class spewed out anmes i never heard offf.....
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